02:19 am, emvan
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The heart has eyes which the brain knows nothing of.
Charles H. Perkhurst

02:33 am, emvan
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ALICIA KEYS - UNTHINKABLE


Moment of honesty
Someones gotta take the lead tonight
Whose it gonna be?
I’m gonna sit right here
And tell u all that comes to me
If u have something to say
You should say right now
(You should say it right now)
(You ready?)

You give me a feeling that I never felt before
And I deserve it, I think I deserve it
It’s becoming something that’s impossible to ignore
And I can’t take it

I was wondering maybe
Could I make you my baby
If we do the unthinkable
Would it make us look crazy
If you ask me I’m ready
If you ask me I’m ready

I know you have said to me
This is exactly how it should feel when its meant to be
Time is only wasting so why wait for eventually
If we gonna do something about it
We should do right now

You give me a feeling that I never felt before
And I deserve it, I know I deserve it
It’s becoming something that’s impossible to ignore
It is what we make it

I was wondering maybe
Could I make you my baby
If we do the unthinkable
Would it make us look crazy
Or would it be so beautiful 
Either way I’m sayin
If you ask me I’m ready
If you ask me I’m ready

Why give up before we try
Feel the lows before the highs
Clip our wings before we fly away
I can’t say I came prepared
I’m suspended in the air
Won’t you come be in the sky with me

I was wondering maybe
Could I make you my baby
If we do the unthinkable
Would it make us look crazy
Or would it be so beautiful
Either way I’m sayin
If you ask me I’m ready
If you ask me I’m ready 


10:49 pm, emvan
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MUSE - HYSTERIA

It’s bugging me, grating me
And twisting me around
Yeah I’m endlessly caving in
and turning inside out

‘Cause I want it now
I want it now
Give me your heart and your soul
And I’m breaking out
I’m breaking out
Last chance to lose control

Yeah it’s holding me, morphing me
and forcing me to strive
To be endlessly cold within
and dreaming I’m alive

‘Cause I want it now
I want it now
Give me your heart and your soul
I’m not breaking down
I’m breaking out
Last chance to lose control

And I want you now
I want you now
I feel my heart implode
And I’m breaking out
Escaping now
Feeling my faith erode


01:50 am, emvan
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We cannot become what we need to be by remaining what we are.
Max De Pree

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01:00 am, emvan
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Sally Hansen Salon Effects


Lately, I’ve been lazy to do hand-drawn nail designs on myself like I used to. I only do them on clients who pay me. :P Shoo, I’ve even been lazy to paint my nails for the past two weeks. I’ve just been wearing nail strengtheners.
Well, I went to go to CVS today to pick up some cereal to snack on (Honey Nut Cherrios, if you’re curious) and the first thing I see are these boxes of nail polish strips. I’ve been wanting these so bad!!! There was like a halo over these boxes for me. Ahhhh. I didn’t hesitate. 


I got one houndstooth pattern (240 Check it Out), two lace ones (360 Laced Up) and two mesh looking ones (350 Misbehaved). If you keep up with Nail/Cosmetic fashion, Minx nails have been big for quite some time. Big time wearers are Katy Perry, Beyonce, Lady Gaga, and Rihanna. Well, there are cheaper ways of getting Minx like nails. So far, I’ve only seen Sephora/OPI making them and Sally Hansen. I shop at Sephora all the time. A couple of times, I’ve picked up a laced pattern of nail polish strips, but I end up putting them back. They’re $15 at Sephora. As you can see, their $10.49 at CVS. Still a bit pricey, but I just had to have them. 
I believe Minx is like a foil that needs to be heated up under UV lamps, then pressed and smoothed onto natural or artificial nails. Alot of work, so I’m guessing a service can be pricey. Also, with Minx, you need a pro to do it. If I had the supplies, I would hook people up. But the Sephora and S.Hansen brands are more like stickers that you press and smooth on. Pretty cool. 


Each package comes with 16 strips, a small wooden pusher, and a small file with three different textures on it (rough file, finer file, and buffing) Directions are simple. 


I saved the unused strips for another time. It’s not hard to remove the excess parts. Hmm..I could have cut that strip in half and used that part on my other thumb to save even more strips. 


I LOVE it. The package says it will last up to 10 days. That is, if you properly prepped them. Just make sure you rub your nails with rubbing alcohol, polish remover, or a dehydrator like OPI’s Bond Aid…then, I’m guessing you’d be fine. I haven’t even had this one for a day yet, but I can tell these will last for me. Tomorrow when I get to work, I’ll apply a coat of topcoat over my nails and on the tips to make sure they’re really sealed off. So far, I’ve taken a shower with them..opening body soap with my nails..and no chips or rips. :)
Besides the cool patterns, I love that you don’t have to wait for them to dry. Just peel, press, smooth, and file. 
There are other nail polish strips from S.Hansen that aren’t patterns. There are glittered and neon-colored ones, but with those, I figure just polish with regular polish instead of spending &10.49 where you can get a bottle of polish for cheaper. Lol. 
I can do lace and mesh designs on people freehanded, but they won’t be all the same, of course. And, I couldn’t draw lace on my other hand if I wanted it. If someone was to get their nails done by me and ask for a lace design on all ten fingers, I would charge around $20-30. So I think these pattern designs are worth the $10.49 + tax. Maybe even the Sephora ones too. I’ll have to try Sephora/OPI’s nail polish strips. 

Random: designs I did in the past week for clients. Nothing out of the ordinary for me.

I didn’t do this design or the blue crushed shell gel part. This is the before picture. Her nails were hit up. Lol.


Half way done. I gave her a pink arcylic fill. 


I wouldn’t wear this on myself. But this is her style. She tells me to do whatever I want on her, as long as its crazy. There’s a few rhinestones on there.


Picture of a little girl’s nails I did two days ago. She wanted zebra stripes. I did the best I could for her tiny nails. I can do better. She loved them though. ^^ 

 


11:55 pm, emvan
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I don’t care if this song is overplayed. I absolutely love this song. Probably like most, I heard of them from the movie 500 Days of Summer. Ever since I watched that movie last year, I’ve been in love with this band. I will never ever get sick of this song. This is a type of song where when I close my eyes, it brings me back to a time when I went ice skating in downtown Chicago outside. It was my first trip without parents. There wasn’t many people on the ice with me, so I spread my arms while skating and looked up at the skyscrapers and closed my eyes. Yes, very dramatic, but I felt sooo free. There are a handful of songs that bring me back to that place. 

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THE TEMPER TRAP - SWEET DISPOSITION

Sweet disposition
Never too soon
Oh, reckless abandon
Like no one’s watching you
A moment
A love
A dream
A laugh
A kiss
A cry
Our rights
Our wrongs
A moment a love
A dream
A laugh
A moment a love
A dream
A laugh

Just stay there
Cause I’ll be coming over
While our blood’s still young
It’s so young, it runs
And won’t stop ‘til it’s over
Won’t stop to surrender

Songs of desperation
I played them for you
A moment
A love
A dream
A laugh
A kiss
A cry
Our rights
Our wrongs
A moment a love
A dream
A laugh
A moment a love
A dream
A laugh

So stay there
Cause I’ll be coming over
And while our blood’s still young
So young, it runs
And won’t stop ‘til it’s over
Won’t stop to surrender
Won’t stop ‘til it’s over
Won’t stop ‘til it’s over
Won’t stop ‘til it’s over
Won’t stop to surrender 


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